February 2011
It is now 11:12a
I have to outline a chapter and two paper by 530, but I have class at 1 and an interview at 3.
I have this annoying feeling in the pit of my gut that won’t go away. I know it is there because of my anxiousness about my practicum site.
I still need to shower, get dressed, eat, and prep for lab. UGH.
I hate today.
Sole Satisfaction
I’ll only ever be satisfied when you’re in my arms.
Getting Stronger
I don’t care why—my feelings have only gotten stronger, damn them.
Treasuring
I loved the way you’d run your hands all over me like you’d found a lost treasure.
“We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful about what we pretend to be.”
– Kurt Vonnegut
My options at 11:49p are:
Go to bed
Work more on the assignment due tomorrow
knit and throw on another movie for a bit before falling asleep in the process…
Option 2 is what I should do, option 1 is the next best thing…but I think I’m doing Option 3 :)
On a Wedding Movie Binge...
“My Best Friend’s Wedding”
“The Wedding Date”
…I don’t know what is next, but it will be wedding related I am sure.
And don’t ask me why I am in the mood for this, but I am. Blame it on the couple’s chapters I am reading for school?
I need to scrapbook.
…and finish knitting this scarf.
I need a crafting day!
Sunday Funday List :)
Waste time in bed: sleeping, skyping, tumbling, facebooking…
Work at CeramiCafe 1-6p :)
Laundry…no more underwear :(
Read/Type my highlights for class
Prep for Lab tomorrow
Bake Cupcakes just because
Organize my schedule for the week!
I love lists!
829. TRYING TO EXPLAIN TO SOMEONE WHY YOU LOVE...
GotWisdom
“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born...”
– Sylvia Plath, “Mad Girl’s Love Song”
dumblr
drunk tumblr….like meeeeeee :)
1060.
And even the weeping willows laughed.
Cheating.
Today I read this:
There used to be a time when a weekend hookup with a lady at the county fair might have life-changing consequences, e.g., her daddy showing up at your doorstep with a shotgun, a preacher and some Gone With the Wind commemorative wedding china. Those days are thankfully long gone, at least until the fathers of loose women and cheated-on wives get ahold of a hormone that forces...
“There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is...”
Okay.
Offically getting my ass up and out of bed.
Today I Must:
Fill out paperwork for School
Go to Harmonium Interview
Meeting at School with Dr. Lawson
Go to Michael’s to pick up more yarn
Clean this place I call my room…
Hold Me Now, I'm Six Feet From The Edge and I'm...
Creed
“Sometimes I feel like i don’t belong anywhere. It’s gonna take so long for me to...”
– Alicia Keys
“I loved you the moment I saw you. I love you now, and I’ll love you forever. No...”
– Bobby, The Perfect Storm
Blah.
I should:
iron my clothes for tomorrow
look up the address for my interview
clean up my room
go to bed early
Instead I am:
drinking a glass of wine
chasing it with Ben and Jerry’s
popping in “Sweet Home Alabama”
and knitting until I pass out
Practical? No. Necessary? Yes.
Pet Therapy
I have really just been off…a really bad case of raging girl hormones. I mean, I should be happy, in heaven really: I just got back from seeing the love of my life for a week, I just got a job that I wanted, my academic career is sky-rocketing…life is amazing.
And yet, today, everything and (especially) everyone annoyed the hell out of me. So I walked in to my room at the end of a...
I miss him terribly today...
But I’ve miss screamin’ and fightin’ And kissin’ in the rain And it’s two a.m. and I’m cursin’ your name You’re so in love that you act insane And that’s the way I loved love you
“Grow up; become an adult. But don’t ever become a grown-up.”
– J.M Barrie. 